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Name: stacy
Country: United States
State: Minnesota
Metro: Minneapolis
Gender: Female


Interests: If you know me you already know i love snowboarding. Ive been ride since I was 10 years old. Playing in snow is where all the fun is at. I miss colorado and I miss the mountains, i will hopefully go to Montana State in 07. There I will hopefully Major in Art and minor in Buisness. but we'll see I love talking to people (mostly older people) and listening to all kinds of stories. Which is a big reason i work at starbuck... besides the wonderful coffee they make. yumm


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Member Since: 3/15/2006

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Friday, June 02, 2006

Currently Listening
To Buy a Gun Ep
By Idiot Pilot
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OH MY

this week has been pretty interesting. i had my painting stole at school the other day. i got it back today. who the fuck steals a painting? how can people take something that means nothing to them but the whole world to someone else. im just happy they have a conscience and gave it back. they left it outside on the grass this morning. kinda weird but im not complaining.

i went to the horse races with my friend corey last night. it was a lot of fun but i made me kinda depressed. i miss my horse more then anyone will ever understand. its not like missing a friend after a move, or missing  your favorite cd. its more like.......missing an emotion that i will never feel again. its hard to explain. ever since i was very little i loved horses. i never really show my strong passion for them only because i bothers me to see them and think about how i cant have eric back. its almost like i protecting myself. i always thought whale and carribou were my favorite animals only because i think their cute and beautiful, but horses are something else to me. a little bit more powerful. kinda corny i know. ill stop.

i thought i knew what i wanted in life. but everyday i get a slap in the face with a choice i cant make.....  i have much to learn


Saturday, May 27, 2006

im a happy happy girl.     im going to be alright


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

got a tube down my throat

good news everyone i dont have cancer. yup found out today that im espogial cancer free! but i have the beginning of an alser. i think im spelling that right.  but yeah kinda shitty. so my test today fucking sucked. so they sit me down and talk to me about how this is all going to go down. the nurse then tries to put a cathader in my arm for IV. well i guess my skin is thick and she had a hard time getting it in and getting a vein. so as she was pulling in and out with the needle as if she was fucking raping my arm she couldnt get it in the vein. so she had to do it again a little higher. and then again next to it. each time i wanted to punch her in the face. it hurt.  then they put me in a different room. they had me lay down on my side and the doctor gave me another shot and sprayed some nasty stuff in my throat to numb it. the shot meds hit me right away and then i fell asleep. i woke up a couple of times during the tubin down my throat. it felt really weird and uncomfortable. i looked at the screen and saw blood. i asked the doctor if it was and he said yes and that not to worry he'll explain it when hes done. i woke up in a different room. i felt like shit and still do. another wonderful day for stacy


Sunday, May 14, 2006

i dont know why i have one of these xanga things. 1. no one reads it 2. i have nothing to say 3. i dont like typing stuff i already know and i dont like repeating my day in words. hmm... what am i doing.. oh yeah i have to find something to do when i cant sleep.

yeah so i have to work in.. 3 hours. i dont want to i would much rather sleep. i had my party tonight it was great, i love all my friends. i just wish more people came. kinda a bummer. oh well. i got a turtle thats all i care about.


Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i was born today

birthdays are getting over rated. i had a great time though. i love my friends they are all so good to me. i love them all. jess made me some awesome cupcakes, alissa got me the more beautiful coligraphy pen, kyler and garrett got me a skateboard, my mom got me subway and decorrated my car and i get to go out to dinner with my mom and brother tonight. i wish matt and my dad could be here but shit happens.

im having a part saturday if you dont know about it give me a call. ill give you the scoop



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